Sweet misery

It’s too easy to take refuge in sadness, not all kinds of sadness but the ones that take you back to beautiful memories and shows you how good it could be if only….. But it won’t happen. It breaks your heart to see these two, past and 0.001% probable future, and to see the present, the reality that is so far from these two and that keeps pushing your wishful future further away, even though sometimes it comes next to you, at a palpable distance, and lingers, hovers around your head, but every time you’ll extend your hand to grab it, it will go so far away from you again.